Lots of bits & pieces
Little roads ridden
Big skies flown
Tying & Knitting
& Discovering me & mine
Which is solely this body, mind
& soul
With all her experience
Loves & hates
Traumas & Joys
Before lately, traumas triumphed
To the ultimate
Of presiding death
And then, something inside
Kicked & Bucked
And never let go
Let go of all else,
Was all that presented
Was only what could prevail,
To survive
Because all else
Said, you’re wrong
‘Stay where you are’
When I say all, I mean all
Everything &
Everybody
Whom I held so deep in my heart
Everything means every thing.
And that Phoenix was actually relieved
Relieved of all the principals so rigid
And beliefs that anchored
Ripping my all until there was nothing left for me
But the silent soul that entered the earth was still there
And she reared and roared
And cleared the dust
Out climbed the new her, wounded leg & all
That too a gift that cleared her vision as she lay on her back & witnessed the horror of horrors
Of where she’d landed
And what she’d subjected her beautiful being to
But now as she sits still & at peace
2 years since her release
Of herself from all that held her back from flying
Being & doing her finally
What is it all about
Taking care of necessities, doing the best to just be, it’s much easier now
For you see, even when the true intention of being becomes clear
Time is needed to be given for old habits to die, healing to happen
new steps gently awaken
Vi